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Improving on "Messed Up"

Have you been messed up on life? Our life upside down? Nothing is working? Feel so  desperate but no good result at all.

Well, you're not the only one.
10 years ago, I messed up my life. After graduate from high school, I didn't know what I want to do nor what I like. I was an Introvert type guy, I had only few friends and also almost every day played games without social activities. Even worst, I didn't go out at all, except going school of course where it's just a few metres from my home.

My fault indeed. As a result, I was so ignorant. Know nothing.

My biggest mistake was choosing "wrong"  university and  "inappropriate for me" major. I gotten myself to Informatics Degree which I "dislike" it now (maybe traumatized).

Why? Well, just say that I am not "coding" person, I cannot see a lot of "text / code" at once to browse bug and debug it???? It's just not so me. Also I dislike how we students lifestyle on that university, oh well "programmer lifestyle" actually.

Wake up (whenever can get up, it could be dawn 3 a.m. or noon 11 a.m.), sit on same chair everytime when code is needed. Code for hours with a lot of frustation, bug bug debug, "what??? new bug appeared? oh man" and so on. Go to college till 6 p.m. Go home. Go back to that chair again. No social, nothing like I plan with my life.

MESSED UP!!!

When I think about it now, there are lessons I could learn about. That is :
* Collect a lot of informations before you choose your path of journey. With clarity, you can choose with better judgment and of course will leave you with less / no regret on future.
* When you "messed up" your life, that means you will grow but if you learnt from the mistakes you made. So, slow down your life, enter your higher self state by meditating, find the cause which "messed up" your life, find solution and overcome it.
* As soon as you "messed up", take care of it A.S.A.P. before it's too late (longer you delay to take care of it, worse problem it will be, like in my case : " messed up" life I did give me "Insomnia" problem now, and other problems too. Like stress (which I have overcomed by now).

Sorry about my rant. I wish you the best journey and be legendary.
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